Obviously, not getting to hold him for 9 days, and having him be in the hospital for 5 long weeks was not my plan.
But I thought that certain things would be easy for me to control. One such thing? Monkeys.
I know this sounds ridiculous. I cannot stand monkeys. Hate is a strong word...but I can almost use it when talking about monkeys. YUCK. ICK. GROSS. I think they are dirty nasty little creatures (and I realize I'm offending monkey lovers everywhere, so if you are a monkey lover, sorry).
When B was in the hospital he could only have hard plastic toys...so I got him this:

Brayden Hearts Monkeys.
I could rebel. I could purge my house of all monkey related articles. But I won't. One look at that sweet little smiling face and I can almost like the monkeys. Almost.